Curtis G. Marsh: Finding Strength Amidst the Chaos
Until you completely get that sliver out- and that sliver for me was choices, just a ton of slivers- until you get them all out, you don't have much of a chance to succeed, because you live in that, you still live in that entitlement world, that ego is taking control.
Curtis G. Marsh, President of Capital Growth Management Inc., sits down with Casey Scott and Dr. Matt Woolley in this episode of Project Recovery to share his compelling story of addiction and recovery. Growing up in Utah, Curtis felt immense pressure to be perfect, a burden that eventually led him down a path of substance abuse. His journey began with alcohol, as he tried to fit in with his peers, and soon escalated to drug use.
By 2008, Curtis found himself spending 30 days in jail, a turning point that forced him to confront his addictions head-on. In their candid conversation, Curtis reflects on how societal expectations can create a breeding ground for addiction. He discusses the valuable lessons he learned during his time in jail and how these experiences have shaped his ongoing recovery.
One of the most striking aspects of Curtis's story is his concept of redefining CHAOS, which he uses as a tool to empower his life. Curtis emphasizes the importance of self-reflection and accountability in overcoming addiction. He talks about the need to remove all the 'slivers' from one's life to achieve true recovery. Finding your 'why' becomes a crucial part of this process, influencing daily decisions and helping maintain sobriety.
The episode also delves into the impact of addiction on relationships. Curtis shares how his substance abuse strained his connections with loved ones and the steps he took to rebuild those bonds. He highlights the challenges of surrendering and being open during recovery, stressing that these difficult steps are essential for finding inner peace and leading a fulfilling life. Curtis's story is one of resilience and hope, demonstrating that recovery is possible with the right mindset and support.
Tune in to hear his inspiring journey and gain insights that could help anyone facing similar struggles.