Dean's Battle with Addiction: From Rock Bottom to Redemption
When I get out of my own way, shit gets so much better.
Imagine waking up in an ambulance, paddles zapping you back to life. That's where Dean's story begins. In this gripping episode of 'Armed With Tracks', Dean recounts his tumultuous journey through addiction and the hard-won path to recovery. Starting with a casual weed habit, Dean's substance use quickly escalated, leading him to try nearly every drug within a span of three months.
Despite hitting rock bottom and facing life-threatening situations, Dean's struggle with addiction persisted until he reached a turning point that changed everything. Through sheer determination and the support of a 12-step program, Dean managed to claw his way out of the depths of addiction. He shares candidly about his battles with self-esteem and ego, revealing how he had to learn to get out of his own way and let go of his inner critic.
Dean’s journey is not just about quitting drugs; it’s about rebuilding his life from the ground up. From using suboxone to eventually purchasing a million-dollar home and finding stability with a partner, Dean's story is one of resilience and transformation. He opens up about the importance of making amends, both to himself and others, and the vital role of having a robust support system.
Dean discusses his triggers and the coping mechanisms he uses to manage them, including the practice of pausing before making impulsive decisions. He emphasizes the value of connecting with fellow addicts who have found success in their recovery journeys. This episode is a testament to the power of perseverance, self-reflection, and community in overcoming addiction. Whether you're in recovery, supporting someone who is, or seeking inspiration, Dean’s story offers valuable insights and hope.