Leave It On The TrailLeave It On The Trail
Addict II Athlete Podcast
Coach Blu Robinson talks with ultra-runner and physical therapist Zac Marion about how running helped him move from obesity and depression towards health, and how long trail miles became a way to process deep emotional pain. Their conversation links movement, addiction, family struggles and recovery in a candid, down-to-earth way.
1:00:00•20 Apr 2020
Leave It on the Trail: How Running Helps Process Pain and Build Recovery
Episode Overview
- Start small: running to a stop sign or around the block can grow into a powerful habit that reshapes both body and mind.
- Movement can act as a healthier regulator for emotions and stress than substances or comfort eating.
- Flow state on the trail often appears when pace and performance are forgotten and the focus shifts to rhythm, breath and problem-solving.
- Facing emotional discomfort in therapy or on the trail is similar to late-race suffering: progress comes from leaning into it, not avoiding it.
- Every start line can be treated as a new beginning, especially during dark times, as long as you show up and keep moving forward.
“I'm not exactly where I want to be, but I'm exactly where I need to be right now.”
How do people cope with the challenges of staying sober? This conversation between Coach Blu Robinson and ultra-runner and physical therapist Zac Marion shows how lacing up a pair of shoes can become a lifeline. Zac shares how he went from a 245-pound, "big boned" twenty-something using sugar and comfort eating to cope, to a consistent runner who dropped 100 pounds simply by running to the stop sign, then the next corner, then a loop around the block.
He jokes about people assuming he’s always been an athlete, while openly talking about depression and how running became his way to process stress, anxiety and emotional pain. The chat blends running geekery with raw honesty. Zac explains his love of trails and the moment he knows he’s in the zone: when he “forgets” he’s running and feels mind, body and spirit syncing.
He describes taking life’s hardest questions to the trail, burning through stress hormones and reaching a calmer state where problems feel manageable. One of the most powerful stories comes from a 100-mile race in New Zealand, where Zac started in top shape but was blindsided by a deep depressive episode. Mid-race, he found himself walking, crying and being passed by friends. His turning point?
Telling himself, “I’m not exactly where I want to be, but I’m exactly where I need to be right now,” and using the remaining miles to work through grief, loss and change. You’ll also hear about addiction in Zac’s own family, his belief that everyone is trying to cope with something, and why movement can be a healthier “regulator” than substances.
The tone is relaxed, sometimes funny, but never sugar-coated, making this especially helpful for people in recovery, their loved ones, and anyone who wonders if exercise could help them leave a bit of their own mess on the trail. So what’s your next “stop sign” going to be?

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