Finding Freedom in Sobriety with Kian
Episode Overview
Kian got sober at 22 and shares his journey. Fear was a dominant emotion in Kian's early life. Alcohol and drugs provided temporary relief from fear. AA helped Kian find a sustainable path to sobriety. Personal growth continues through therapy and service.
"I feel really safe in an AA room, it's the safest place for me."
In this episode, we explore the transformative journey of Kian, who found sobriety at the young age of 22 through Alcoholics Anonymous (AA). Kian opens up about his early life, marked by a pervasive sense of fear and a constant desire to fit in. Growing up in Southern California with an immigrant father, he describes a seemingly normal childhood overshadowed by deep-rooted insecurities and fear.
Kian recounts his introduction to alcohol and drugs at the age of 13 as a means to escape his self-imposed 'bondage of self.' Initially, these substances offered a brief respite from his fears, enabling him to feel a sense of belonging and ease. However, as he progressed through high school and into college, the temporary relief turned into a vicious cycle of addiction, leading him to a place of shame and guilt.
The turning point came when Kian hit rock bottom, realizing that continuing down this path was unsustainable. Encouraged by sober friends, he sought help through rehab and fully embraced the principles of AA. This decision marked the beginning of a profound transformation. Kian emphasizes the importance of service, prayer, and step work as integral components of his recovery process. Beyond AA, Kian has sought therapy to address recurring patterns in his life, such as dealing with a recent breakup.
He advocates for the continuous application of AA principles in daily life, outside of the meetings, to maintain a healthy, sober lifestyle. Kian's story is one of hope and resilience, highlighting that while the path to recovery is challenging, it is also deeply rewarding. He leaves listeners with the message that recovery is possible with willingness and the support of a community like AA.