Fielding Edlow's Raw Journey: From Emotional Poverty to Sobriety
Revealing the parts of ourselves that we want to hide is actually what brings us closer to other people, when in reality, we thought we had to present a perfect image to be loved, because I think in our, the sick part of our brain, we think we need to be impressive, to be safe, yes, when in reality we need to be vulnerable, yes, to be safe, just human and vulnerable, and just again like paying attention.
Ever felt like you're drowning in a sea of expectations and emotions? Fielding Edlow knows that feeling all too well. In this episode of 'Mental Illness Happy Hour', actor, writer, and stand-up comedian Fielding Edlow shares her poignant story of growing up with financial privilege but emotional poverty. Despite the glitz, her life was filled with feelings of abandonment, anxiety, and a constant sense of not being good enough, especially when compared to her 'golden-child' brother.
Fielding opens up about her years of battling an eating disorder, drug addiction, and alcohol abuse as she tried to numb her pain and insecurities. She describes the 'self-centered demon' that drove her actions until she found sobriety nearly two decades ago. Her journey towards healing involved connecting with trusted people in support groups and learning to be of service to others. One of the most powerful moments in this episode is Fielding's candid discussion about vulnerability.
She emphasizes that the sick part of our brain tells us we need to be impressive to be loved, but in reality, we need to be vulnerable to feel safe. By embracing our imperfections and sharing our struggles, we can build deeper connections with others and find true acceptance and love. Fielding also reflects on how childhood experiences shape our mental health and the ongoing challenges of maintaining sobriety.
Her story is a testament to the power of self-compassion and the importance of being open about our struggles. If you're looking for a raw, honest conversation about overcoming emotional poverty and addiction, this episode is a must-listen.