# 249 The Outcast# 249 The Outcast
A2D - From Addict to Disciple
Paul shares his story of feeling like an outcast due to an eye problem and how addiction numbed his pain. Reflect on your own journey and find healing.
8:43•20 Nov 2024
The Heart of an Outcast: Paul's Journey
Episode Overview
- Reflect on your own experiences of being an outcast.
- Consider how name-calling impacted your self-esteem.
- Think about what you did to seek acceptance.
- Understand the role addiction played in numbing your emotions.
- Explore ways to rebuild self-worth in recovery.
“I loved to get high. When I was high I didn't have to deal with all my feelings of rejection”
In this episode of 'A2D - From Addict to Disciple', David Hain takes us through Chapter 8 of the 'From Ashes to Destiny' curriculum with a story that hits home for many - 'The Heart of an Outcast'. Paul, currently incarcerated, shares his raw and unfiltered journey of being ostracised due to an eye problem he had since birth. He recounts the relentless name-calling, the feelings of stupidity, and the deep-seated low self-esteem that followed him throughout his life.
Paul's only solace came from fixing motors and, unfortunately, drugs. His addiction became a way to numb the pain of rejection and unworthiness, leading him down a dark path where he felt no remorse for his actions to get high. David encourages listeners to reflect on their own experiences with being outcasts and how those experiences shaped their self-worth and behaviours.
Through thought-provoking questions, he prompts us to consider how we dealt with feelings of rejection, what we did to seek acceptance, and how addiction played a role in numbing those painful emotions. This episode isn't just about Paul's story; it's about all of us who have ever felt like outcasts. It's a call to introspection and healing, urging us to find genuine comfort beyond the counterfeit relief of addiction.
Whether you're in recovery or still struggling, this episode offers a compassionate look at the journey from feeling worthless to finding true self-worth.

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