95. Defeating the Demon of Despondency | Thirty Steps to Heaven | The Ladder of Divine Ascent95. Defeating the Demon of Despondency | Thirty Steps to Heaven | The Ladder of Divine Ascent
Raised & Redeemed
Michaela Nikolaenko explores spiritual despondency using ancient wisdom, offering tools to combat this subtle attack and reclaim your path towards God.
13:21•11 Jun 2025
Battling Spiritual Despondency: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Souls
Episode Overview
- Recognise despondency as a spiritual attack, not just a bad mood.
- Use prayer and hope as weapons against spiritual paralysis.
- Understand the teachings of St. John Climacus on despondency.
- Act in faith despite feelings of despair.
- Learn from Church Fathers' strategies for overcoming acedia.
“We drown in entertainment to avoid the silence where God speaks, then complain when He is silent.”
In this episode of Raised & Redeemed, Michaela Nikolaenko tackles the elusive and often misunderstood spiritual challenge known as despondency, or acedia. If you've ever felt like your prayers are bouncing off the ceiling or wondered why your spiritual zest has evaporated, you're not alone. Michaela draws on ancient wisdom from the Ladder of Divine Ascent, providing listeners with practical tools to combat this spiritual malaise.
Despondency isn't just a bad mood or a bout of depression—it's a subtle attack that can leave you spiritually paralysed. Michaela shares her personal experiences, reflecting on her journey from New Age beliefs and substance abuse to finding solace in faith. She discusses the importance of recognising despondency for what it truly is—a spiritual attack—and how identifying it can be the first step in overcoming it. Through the teachings of St.
John Climacus and the Church Fathers, Michaela offers six powerful weapons to fight back, including prayer, hope, and patience. This episode is a treasure trove for anyone seeking to understand the deeper spiritual battles that can disrupt their journey towards God. Michaela's insights are not only rooted in historical teachings but are also incredibly relatable, especially for those juggling the demands of modern life.
By the end of this episode, you'll be equipped with the knowledge to recognise and combat spiritual despondency. Michaela encourages you to act in faith, even when you don't feel like it, because each step taken towards God is a victory in itself. Are you ready to break free from spiritual paralysis and reclaim your path? Dive into this enlightening discussion and arm yourself with ancient wisdom.

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