Mouse W.: From Self-Harm to Sobriety
I was looking for attention and by being able to actually control something in my life, it gave me a little peace of mind, because I could control how much pain I was in, I could control how deep the cut went, I could control all the little aspects of it...
What happens when childhood trauma and military culture collide with addiction? In this eye-opening episode of 'Addicts Anonymous', Jim Rachels sits down with Mouse W., who bravely shares his journey from self-harm and alcohol abuse to recovery. Mouse opens up about the early days of his life, marked by a promise to never drink, only to find himself succumbing to the pressures of fitting in and numbing his pain.
He recounts how self-harm provided a false sense of control, ultimately spiraling into a deeper addiction. Mouse's story doesn't stop there. He delves into the culture of heavy drinking within the Navy, shedding light on how the pressure to prove oneself can exacerbate substance abuse. The normalization of excessive drinking in the military becomes a pivotal point in his narrative, illustrating how environment and culture play significant roles in addiction. But it's not all darkness.
Mouse also shares the turning points that led him towards recovery. He talks about the vital role of support systems and recovery programs in helping him find hope and healing. His reflections underscore the importance of addressing childhood trauma and mental health issues as part of the recovery journey. This episode is a powerful reminder that recovery is possible, even when the odds seem insurmountable.
Mouse's candid account offers inspiration and practical insights for anyone grappling with addiction or supporting someone who is. Tune in to hear a story of resilience, transformation, and the enduring human spirit.