CWSA - Guest: Pastor Jim V. (Pt. 1)CWSA - Guest: Pastor Jim V. (Pt. 1)
Christians with Secret Addictions
Host Terry Hanna talks with Pastor Jim V about his journey from chaotic drinking and drug use to 40 years in recovery rooted in Christian faith. The conversation includes family impact, a psychiatric-unit turning point, and how Pastor V stayed sober and leaned on gratitude after losing his daughter to a heroin overdose.
14:04•26 Jan 2026
From "Jimmy Muscle" to Pastor V: Faith, Loss and 40 Years of Recovery
Episode Overview
- Addiction can turn a "reasonably normal" family upside down and affects everyone involved.
- A clear directive to avoid all alcohol and street drugs can mark a powerful turning point.
- What you take in through your "doors and windows"—your eyes and ears—shapes your soul and your behaviour.
- Recovery can be the doorway back to God, with the 12 spiritual principles seen throughout scripture.
- Even after the death of a child from overdose, it is possible to stay sober and focus on gratitude for the years shared.
“I believe that God led me to recovery. Recovery led me back to God. And God introduced me to his son, Jesus Christ.”
What drives someone to seek a life without alcohol? This conversation between host Terry Hanna and Pastor Jim V, affectionately known as Pastor V, leans straight into that question with decades of hard-won experience. You'll hear Pastor V trace his journey from "Jimmy Muscle" on the railroad to a man with over 40 years in recovery and ministry.
He talks about early drinking and drugs turning a "reasonably normal family" upside down, the chaos of working while intoxicated, and the unmanageability that eventually landed him in a psychiatric unit. A turning point came when a psychologist told him, "You need to avoid all alcohol and any street drugs, and you're going to be okay," which hit him "like a two by four." The episode keeps a strong spiritual thread.
Pastor V explains, "I believe that God led me to recovery. Recovery led me back to God. And God introduced me to his son, Jesus Christ," framing the 12 spiritual principles and steps as rooted in scripture. Terry and Pastor V talk about addiction as a family disease, the broken hearts it causes, and the hope that comes through faith, community, and honest recovery work.
One of the most moving moments is Pastor V sharing how his youngest daughter died from a heroin overdose after nearly 20 years in recovery. Instead of abandoning sobriety, he chose gratitude as the meeting topic on his deck, wanting to be "grateful to have her in my life for 21 years." He admits wondering why tragedy drew him closer to God rather than pushing him away, yet he stayed with God and with recovery.
This episode reaches out to anyone feeling helpless or hopeless in addiction, reminding them that church doors and recovery meetings "are always open" and that, as Terry says, Pastor V "lost his daughter, but he never lost a day of recovery." If you're wondering whether you can keep going after deep loss, this conversation might be the encouragement you need today.

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