Paul B's Journey: From Despair to Hope in Recovery
It's not that I'm bad and I come in to get good. It's that I've got to get up all the crap to be that pure child of god that I was always meant to be, that I caked on all the mud and the dirt and the shame and the self-loathing over top of it to shield me.
Ever feel like you're missing the 'how-to guide for life'? Paul B from Atlanta, Georgia, certainly did. In this heartfelt episode of Sober Cast, Paul opens up about his struggles with alcoholism and the path he took to reclaim his life. Recorded in July 2013, Paul’s story is raw and real, touching on the deep-seated feelings of inadequacy that fueled his addiction.
He shares a chilling moment from his college days when he held a razor blade to his wrist, contemplating ending it all. That dark moment became a turning point, pushing him towards sobriety. Paul doesn't sugarcoat the challenges he faced. He talks about the difficulty of letting go of alcohol, which had become a crutch, and the vital role the AA community played in his recovery.
He emphasizes that the journey isn't about transforming from 'bad' to 'good', but about peeling away layers of shame to reveal one's true self. Throughout his narrative, Paul highlights the importance of the AA steps and how they helped him find a supportive community. His story is a testament to the power of vulnerability and connection in overcoming addiction. If you're looking for an inspiring tale of resilience and hope, this episode is a must-listen.