I Fell in Love with the Numb Feeling: Escaping the Comfort That Hid My PainI Fell in Love with the Numb Feeling: Escaping the Comfort That Hid My Pain
Recovery Matters! Podcast
Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 165| Gordon Lyde shares his life story from growing up as a ward of the state in New Haven, experiencing foster care and group homes, to his struggle with addiction and an eventual path to recovery. He discusses his personal growth, building a relationship with his children and grandchildren, and his current work in substance use counseling and reentry support, emphasizing the importance of service to others.
41:02•14 Jan 2025
From Numbness to Recovery: Gordon Lyde's Journey
Episode Overview
- Gordon Lyde's journey from foster care to addiction.
- The role of service to others in recovery.
- Building and maintaining family relationships.
- The transformative power of personal growth.
- Working as a substance use counsellor and reentry support worker.
“I fell in love with that numb because I started doing real substances if you will and I fell in love with numb.”
In this episode of the Recovery Matters! Podcast, Gordon Lyde takes us on an emotional journey through his life, sharing his experiences growing up as a ward of the state in New Haven. From bouncing around foster homes to falling into addiction, Gordon's story is both heart-wrenching and inspiring. He opens up about his struggles with substance abuse, starting at the tender age of 11, and how he found solace in the numbness that drugs provided.
But it wasn't all doom and gloom - Gordon also shares the pivotal moments that led him to recovery and the steps he took to rebuild his life. Now a substance use counsellor and reentry support worker, Gordon emphasises the importance of service to others as a key part of his recovery journey. He talks about building relationships with his children and grandchildren, and how his past experiences have shaped his approach to helping others in similar situations.
This episode is a powerful reminder that recovery is possible, no matter how deep the pain or how long the struggle. Gordon's story is a testament to the resilience of the human spirit and the transformative power of recovery. Don't miss out on this heartfelt and motivational episode.

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