What Does It Really Mean To Follow Jesus? with Jason Butler  (Part 2)

What Does It Really Mean To Follow Jesus? with Jason Butler (Part 2)

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Jason Butler shares how he moved from wealth, hidden addictions and a head-only faith to costly obedience and a real relationship with Jesus. His story highlights gradual recovery, heart change through the Sermon on the Mount, and encouragement for ordinary people who feel unqualified to follow him.

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24:3924 Jul 2026

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From Multiple Addictions to Costly Obedience: Jason Butler on Following Jesus for Real

Episode Overview

  • A polished church background and worldly success can hide deep addictions and a distant heart from Jesus.
  • Recovery from alcohol and other addictions may unfold slowly as a person keeps turning towards Jesus rather than expecting instant change.
  • The Sermon on the Mount can act as a blueprint for aligning a self-focused heart with the heart of the Father.
  • True freedom comes from surrendering what you trust most—whether money, success or relationships—and choosing obedience one small step at a time.
  • Feeling spiritually numb at times is normal, and faith can remain strong even when emotions are flat, without chasing a new “high.”
I had everything the world calls success, but money was my lord, hands down. When I made Jesus my Lord, it was the most freeing thing in the world.

What drives someone to seek a life without alcohol and other addictions when, from the outside, everything looks perfect? This conversation with pastor, counsellor and author Jason Butler turns that question inside out. Jason grew up in church, knew all the right verses, and enjoyed serious financial success. But behind the image was "multiple addictions.

Alcohol, pornography" and a heart, as he says, where "money was my lord, hands down." He talks honestly about using Jesus like a switch he could flip when life got rough, while quietly sinking deeper into dependence and emptiness.

Fourteen years ago, a familiar Bible line hit him like "a two by four" – *"It’s easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to get into heaven"* – and he walked away from a lucrative career without any clear plan except to follow Jesus. Recovery didn’t happen overnight; the addictions fell away gradually as his focus shifted from success to surrender.

Jason shares how the story of Matthew, the tax collector, and the Rich Young Ruler mirror his own journey, and how his book *Will Jesus Know You?* grew out of a friend’s unsettling question about that line in Matthew 7: *"I never knew you."* For Jason, the Sermon on the Mount has become a kind of blueprint for reshaping a self-focused heart into one that wants what God wants.

He also speaks directly to people in addiction or early recovery, stressing that feeling spiritually "numb" sometimes is normal and not a sign of failure. Through career loss, near-bankruptcy, and hard obedience, he says he has found more joy than in all the years of wealth and hidden acting out.

If you’ve ever wondered whether Jesus could really want someone with your past, this story might make you ask a different question: what might happen if you simply said, "Follow you? Okay, one step at a time"?

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