What psychosis feels like: The Tree of Ecstasy and Unbearable SadnessWhat psychosis feels like: The Tree of Ecstasy and Unbearable Sadness
All In The Mind
Artist Matt Ottley has been experiencing hallucinations since he was a child. Today, Matt takes us on a journey to understand what psychosis can feel like, through storytelling and musical composition.
29:06•14 Oct 2023
Matt Ottley's World: Experiencing Psychosis Through Art and Music
Episode Overview
- Artist Matt Ottley shares his lifelong journey of experiencing hallucinations and psychosis
- The Tree of Ecstasy and Unbearable Sadness vividly depicts the complexities of psychosis through storytelling and musical composition
- Ottley's project offers a unique insight into the erratic nature of a psychotic episode
- His profound message conveys the importance of empathy and non-judgmental care
- Ottley's artistic endeavor seeks to evoke powerful emotions and foster a more empathetic support system for individuals navigating the complexities of mental health
“I really did my book because I wanted people to feel powerfully without having to put words to it, what psychosis is like. If nothing else, if it gives them an insight into just how far off the radar of normal someone's thinking can become, if it gives them their own emotional experience of that state, then that in itself is a very powerful thing.”
Imagine seeing the world through a lens that shifts between beauty and chaos. Artist Matt Ottley has lived with hallucinations since childhood, and in this episode, he invites listeners to step into his shoes. Through his project 'The Tree of Ecstasy and Unbearable Sadness', Ottley uses storytelling and musical composition to convey the highs and lows of psychosis.
Diagnosed with type 1 bipolar disorder, he shares his vivid experiences of delusions and hallucinations, offering a raw glimpse into the bipolar mind. The orchestral compositions and illustrated storybook aren't just art; they're a journey through the erratic nature of a psychotic episode. Ottley's work highlights the crucial need for empathy and understanding for those navigating similar mental health challenges.
This episode isn't just for those curious about psychosis; it's for anyone who wants to understand the importance of compassion in mental health.

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