#113 You Never Now Who Might Show Up

#113 You Never Now Who Might Show Up

Ever felt like you're talking to an empty room? Michael Stoller knows that feeling all too well. In this episode of 'My Blueprint: Struggle Towards Emotional Sobriety', Michael opens up about his time leading a phone-based 12-step meeting with Misery Addicts Anonymous (MAA) or Self-Sabotage Anonymous (SSA). He shares the highs and lows of guiding a meeting when no one initially shows up, and how one person's presence can make all the difference. Michael's reflections on feedback are especially eye-opening.

He stresses the importance of not taking feedback personally, whether it's praise or criticism. According to his sponsor, feedback reveals more about the giver than the receiver. This nugget of wisdom is invaluable, reminding us to take what helps and let go of the rest. The episode also delves into the themes of surrender and trust.

Michael talks about the temptation to hang up when no one joined the call, but he chose to stay on the line, trusting in a higher power. This decision led to a meaningful connection with someone who needed support at that very moment. It's a powerful reminder that sometimes, the most significant actions are those taken when we think no one is watching. Michael’s experience is a testament to the power of perseverance and faith in the face of adversity.

Whether you're in recovery or just looking for a bit of inspiration, this episode offers valuable lessons on connection, surrender, and hope.