Ben H. NA speaker

Ben H. NA speaker

Recovery Radio Network

speaking in 2010

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28:377 Dec 2017

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Ben H.: A Journey from Addiction to Recovery

Episode Overview

  • Ben H. shares his personal journey from addiction to recovery.
  • He discusses the impact of drugs on his academic life.
  • Ben highlights the role of family support in his recovery.
  • He talks about his struggles with the concept of a higher power as an atheist.
  • Ben celebrates 16 years of sobriety and the joys of fatherhood.
I felt literally like a puppet on a string. I felt like something had a string attached to me and was pulling me out my door to go get drugs.

Ben H. takes the mic in this episode of Recovery Radio Network, offering a heartfelt and raw account of his journey through addiction and recovery. From his early days growing up in Greenwich Village, New York, to his first encounters with drugs in college, Ben's story is a rollercoaster of highs and lows. He talks about his family background, noting that he grew up in a loving yet emotionally reserved English household.

Despite a supportive environment, Ben found himself drawn to drugs, leading to a life of addiction that he struggled to understand and control. Ben’s tale is peppered with moments of self-discovery and realisation. He candidly discusses the impact drugs had on his academic life, causing him to underperform despite his potential. His journey took a pivotal turn when his mother, having attended a 12-step programme for parents, caught him using drugs and took him to his first meeting.

This moment marked the beginning of his recovery. One of the most striking aspects of Ben's story is his struggle with the concept of a higher power. As an atheist, he found it challenging to reconcile the spiritual elements of the 12-step programme with his beliefs. Yet, through persistence and support from his sponsor, he found a way to make the programme work for him.

Ben’s reflections on faith and his eventual acceptance of a higher power—albeit on his own terms—offer hope to others who might be grappling with similar issues. Now clean for 16 years, Ben shares how recovery has transformed his life. He talks about the joy of becoming a father and the simple pleasures of spending time with his family. His story is a testament to the power of recovery and the possibility of finding happiness and stability after addiction.

Ben’s narrative is both inspiring and relatable, making this episode a must-listen for anyone seeking hope and guidance on their own recovery journey. Are you ready to hear a story that could change your perspective on addiction and recovery?

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