Ep. 075: Jason Cupp: Author of “The Naked Guy in the Attic.” Well Educated, Successful, and Throws It Away

Ep. 075: Jason Cupp: Author of “The Naked Guy in the Attic.” Well Educated, Successful, and Throws It Away

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The naked guy in the attic

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59:4626 Jul 2021

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From Executive to "Naked Guy in the Attic": Jason Cupp on Crystal Meth, Gay Life and Starting Over

Episode Overview

  • Major emotional events, like the end of a relationship, can trigger first-time drug use even for people who were previously stable and successful.
  • Crystal meth quickly creates an illusion of confidence, connection and control while quietly stripping away health, relationships and careers.
  • Unsafe sex and IV use greatly increase the risk of HIV, Hep C and other STIs, especially in meth-fuelled party scenes.
  • Early recovery often brings intense depression, emotional swings and cravings, but tools like meetings, service and honest sharing can carry you through.
  • Asking for help and accepting support can shorten suffering; addiction is about pain and survival, not being a ‘bad’ person.
"Be willing to just give it a try without it because life is definitely much better on the other side."

What remarkable journeys have people faced head-on against addiction? This conversation between host Eric McCoy and guest Jason Cupp pulls you straight into the messy, extreme and often darkly absurd reality of crystal meth addiction – and what it takes to step away from it. Jason, a well‑educated former executive and gay man in his 40s, didn’t touch drugs seriously until later in life.

After a 14‑year relationship ended, one drunk, hurting night, he said “fuck it” to a pipe of “Tina”, thinking it was a one‑off bit of fun. Instead, it rewrote his entire life. He talks candidly about becoming a “sex tweaker”, hosting unsafe sex parties, contracting HIV and Hep C, and how IV meth use “fast‑tracked” him to some terrifying bottoms.

You’ll hear the wild origin of his memoir title, *The Naked Guy in the Attic*: an 11‑hour psychotic episode, pitch‑black in a crawlspace above an LA apartment, completely naked, with fire crews and police trying to get him out. As one neighbour later told him at a CMA meeting, “Oh my God, you’re that naked guy in the attic.

Everybody knows about you here.” Jason also opens up about growing up gay in a religious family, how alcohol and drugs became normalised in the gay scene, and why meth is so widespread in that community. He and Eric compare notes on relapse, euphoric dreams that feel like using, and the brutal emotional crash of early sobriety. Underneath the chaos, this is really about hope.

Jason shares how service, 90 meetings in 90 days and brutally honest public journalling helped him rebuild, and why he now says, “Life is definitely much better on the other side.” If you or someone you love thinks it’s “too late” to change, this story might make you think again – what if your best chapter hasn’t even started yet?

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