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Etta M. AFG speaker

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55:4313 Jun 2017

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Etta M.'s Journey: From Denial to Acceptance

Episode Overview

  • Etta's initial denial of alcoholism as a disease.
  • Her experiences growing up in a family without alcohol.
  • The challenges and loneliness of living with an alcoholic spouse.
  • Finding strength and support through Al-Anon meetings.
  • Using a 'God box' to manage stress and problems.
Can you ever forgive me? And I said, well, can you forgive yourself?

Etta M. takes the stage in this episode of Recovery Radio Network, sharing her journey through the ups and downs of living with an alcoholic husband. Speaking candidly, Etta reflects on her initial denial of alcoholism as a disease, recounting how she grew up in a 'functional' family without any exposure to alcohol. Her first encounter with drunkenness was through her husband, a charming dancer who won her heart despite his drinking habits.

She thought marriage would change him, but soon realised that wasn't the case. Etta's story is a rollercoaster of emotions, from the highs of early married life to the lows of dealing with her husband's alcoholism. She describes the loneliness of waiting up at night, hoping he'd come home safely, and the frustration of verbal abuse. Etta found solace and strength in Al-Anon meetings, where she learned to cope and find peace amidst the chaos.

Her method of writing problems down and placing them in a 'God box' is a touching reminder of how small acts can provide comfort. The episode is not just about Etta's struggles but also about her resilience and the power of community support. She shares how her husband's brief period of sobriety due to illness gave them both a chance to re-evaluate their lives.

Etta's journey is a testament to the strength and hope that can be found even in the darkest times. You'll find yourself inspired by Etta's honesty and courage. Her story is a beacon for anyone dealing with similar struggles, showing that recovery and understanding are possible. Tune in to hear Etta's heartfelt narrative and discover how she turned her challenges into triumphs.

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