Ultrarunner Taylor SpikeUltrarunner Taylor Spike
Addict II Athlete Podcast
Ultrarunner Taylor Spike talks with Coach Blu Robinson about shifting from alcohol and prescription painkillers to extreme endurance running. Their conversation touches on back surgeries, grief, family, and how chasing a "bigger high" helped support his recovery.
48:57•13 Mar 2023
From Painkillers to 240 Miles: Ultrarunner Taylor Spike on Trading Highs
Episode Overview
- Replacing substances with a "bigger high" such as running can give structure and meaning to recovery.
- Detox may last days, but the mental side of staying sober needs long‑term strategies and support.
- Family reactions, especially from children, can be powerful motivators for change.
- Endurance events provide time and space to process grief and difficult emotions in a healthy way.
- Being open about recovery in sport communities can encourage others who are struggling in silence.
“"You've got to replace your high with a bigger high."”
How do people find strength in their journey to sobriety? This conversation between ultrarunner Taylor Spike and host Coach Blu Robinson gives a raw, down‑to‑earth example of exactly that. Taylor shares how his story started in a familiar way: trying to be the cool kid, drinking heavily, then sliding into prescription painkillers after back surgeries.
He explains, "I didn't have a pill problem, I had a pain problem," and talks about how following doctors’ orders slowly unravelled his life until he was locked out of his doctor’s office and told over the phone, "You're going to get sick.
You're not going to die, but you're going to be okay." What follows is a brutally honest look at home detox, family fallout, and the moment his son gave him a look that said he was "just being a drunk loser". That was a turning point that still shapes his choices today, especially with his youngest son who has never seen him drink.
Listeners hear how Taylor swapped booze and pills for ultradistance running, using massive challenges like the Moab 240 and a sub‑60‑hour 200‑miler as his "bigger high". He talks about carrying his late son’s ashes on long races, pausing at certain spots on the course to throw them to the wind and say a quiet prayer. Those moments, he says, stay burned into his memory in a way drinking never did.
The chat also digs into the trail‑running community, where strangers casually say things like "eight years sober in July" as they pass on the trail, and why Taylor chooses to be open about his recovery instead of staying anonymous. If you're curious how endurance sport, grief, family, and addiction recovery can all collide, this episode offers a grounded, relatable story that might have you asking: what "bigger high" could you choose instead?

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