Julian – What convinced us we were powerless over alcohol?Julian – What convinced us we were powerless over alcohol?
SoberQ
Julian shares his battle with alcohol, revealing his struggle with control and the turning point that led him to seek help from Alcoholics Anonymous.
4:53•8 Nov 2020
Julian's Struggle: The Illusion of Control Over Alcohol
Episode Overview
- Julian shares his attempts to control drinking through various methods.
- He discusses the deceptive belief that temporary abstinence meant control.
- Julian recounts the daily mental battle between choosing sobriety or drinking.
- His story includes a dark period of attempting to drink himself to death.
- Seeking help from Alcoholics Anonymous was a pivotal step in his recovery.
“"I thought that was just going to go on until I died."”
Julian's story on the SoberQ podcast is a raw and honest account of his journey to understanding the grip alcohol had on his life. With a candid approach, Julian discusses the various strategies he attempted to control his drinking. From switching beverages to altering social settings, Julian's tale is one of trial and error, and ultimately, a profound realization of his powerlessness over alcohol. He shares the deception he played on himself, believing that temporary abstinence proved he had control.
Yet, as the cycle of drinking continued, Julian found himself in a daily struggle, battling the voice in his head that insisted he deserved a drink. His account reaches a poignant climax when he recounts locking himself away for ten days in a desperate attempt to drink himself to death. Julian's journey through despair and into recovery is marked by his eventual decision to seek help from Alcoholics Anonymous, illustrating the critical turning point where he chose life over alcohol.
This episode offers listeners an unfiltered look into the complexities of addiction and the relentless battle between mind and substance. If you're looking for a podcast that combines personal stories with insights into recovery, Julian's narrative is sure to resonate with you. The honesty and vulnerability shared here might just be the spark you need to reflect on your own journey or support someone you know.
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