Karolina's Journey: From Denial to Sobriety
Episode Overview
Karolina's initial denial of being an alcoholic. Her attempts to control drinking through AA meetings. The role of romanticising drinking in addiction. Turning point after accepting her alcoholism. Finding peace and happiness in sobriety.
"When you can't trust yourself, it is a very dark and lonely place."
Karolina's journey through the tangled web of alcoholism is one that many can relate to. In this episode of SoberQ, Karolina candidly shares her experiences with alcohol, from the denial of her problem to the eventual acceptance and recovery. She opens up about the early days when she romanticised her drinking, often brushing off concerns from others with a defiant 'I'm a woman with a job'. Her story is a testament to the challenges many face in recognising their addiction.
Despite attending AA meetings initially to control her drinking, Karolina found herself stuck in a cycle of relapse for ten months. It wasn't until she admitted she was an alcoholic that her life began to change for the better. Karolina paints a vivid picture of her drinking habits, describing how she would surround herself with heavy drinkers to mask her own issues. Her reflections are both raw and honest, revealing the isolation and unpredictability that came with her drinking.
The turning point came when she realised the facade she was maintaining – drinking alone and waking up to regretful mornings. The realisation that not everyone drank like her was pivotal in her recovery. Now, nearly three years sober, Karolina finds solace in simple pleasures like a cup of tea, free from the fear of what she might have done the night before. Her story is not just about overcoming addiction but also about finding peace and happiness in sobriety.
If you're grappling with similar struggles or know someone who is, Karolina's journey offers hope and inspiration. It's a reminder that recovery is possible and life can be joyful without alcohol.