If I had only...If I had only...
Miriam Lerner
dealing with my son's death from heroin addiction and suicide, hoping to help others
Episodes: 5
If I Had Only...: Navigating Loss and Finding Hope
How do you find light after the darkest of times? 'If I Had Only...' by Miriam Lerner is a heartfelt podcast that tackles this very question. After the tragic loss of her son to heroin addiction and suicide, Miriam bravely shares her personal journey to help others facing similar struggles. Each episode is a raw and honest exploration of grief, mental health, and the search for healing.
Miriam's reflections are both touching and enlightening, offering a unique perspective on coping with unimaginable loss. She delves into the challenges of finding appropriate mental health support for children, the importance of community, and the power of self-compassion. From discussing poignant poems that resonate with grief to sharing stories of kindness and resilience, Miriam's narrative is a beacon of hope for anyone affected by addiction or mental health issues.
This podcast isn't just about sorrow; it's about finding ways to move forward and embrace life despite its hardships. If you're seeking comfort, understanding, or simply a reminder that you're not alone, 'If I Had Only...' is a must-listen.
Latest Episodes
Episode 5: poem, "The Thing Is..." by Ellen Bass
Miriam Lerner shares Ellen Bass's poem 'The Thing Is...', reflecting on grief and the choice to embrace life.
Episode 4: early child psych intervention. How can I help my child?
A mother shares her struggle to find psychological help for her son, highlighting systemic barriers and the importance of support.
episode 3: Of Fall colors, coffee, good bowel movements, and being a happy idiot...
Miriam Lerner reflects on depression, addiction, and the loss of her son, sharing insights on mental health and the importance of compassion.
Episode 2: how we save each other
Miriam Lerner shares a courtroom experience that underscores the importance of compassion during her son's addiction battle.

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