Vulnerability - I'll do ANYTHING to be loved (feat. Leslie)
Vulnerability - I'll do ANYTHING to be loved (feat. Leslie)

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Sara and Leslie talk about how BPD can make people especially vulnerable to exploitation, trauma and risky relationships, including around sex and alcohol. They also reflect on stigma, fragile sobriety, and what it really looks like to be met halfway in relationships.

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46:35•19 Apr 2026

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Vulnerability, BPD and Being “Chosen”: Why It’s So Easy to Be Exploited

Episode Overview

People with BPD often grow up without emotional regulation or secure attachment, leaving them highly vulnerable to exploitation and abusive dynamics.
Low self-worth can drive a pattern of saying yes to sex, favours, or unpaid work just to feel chosen or validated, even when it is unsafe.
Stigma around BPD increases the risk of homelessness, suicide and isolation, while those with family safety nets or state support have far better chances.
Sobriety can be especially fragile for people with BPD, who may fear they would not manage another ‘day one’ after a relapse.
A key self-check Sara offers is asking whether someone is genuinely meeting you halfway, rather than only coming to you when it suits them emotionally.

“When you feel like so low about yourself, you'll do anything to try to feel just like a little bit of dopamine or a little bit of validation.”

How do people cope with the challenges of staying sober when their whole nervous system feels wired for chaos and rejection? This conversation between host Sara and recurring guest co-host Leslie digs into how Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) can make someone wildly vulnerable to exploitation, substance use, and deeply unbalanced relationships.

You’ll hear Sara reflect on being “socialised to be somebody who couldn't, and wouldn't, protect herself,” and how that set her up for a decade of chasing trauma, unsafe sex, and power-imbalanced relationships. Leslie brings in a wider lens, linking BPD vulnerability to capitalism, transactional relationships, and growing up praised for being bubbly and entertaining while never being taught emotional regulation or secure attachment.

The pair talk frankly about grooming, sexual trauma, and the impact of public cases like the Epstein files on survivors. They describe how people with BPD often mistake any attention for love, saying yes to sex, favours, childcare, or unpaid work just for “a little bit of dopamine or a little bit of validation,” and how this leaves them open to abuse, especially in age-gap situations.

For those interested in sobriety, Sara shares how past attempts at quitting alcohol didn’t stick, and how this longer-term sobriety still feels fragile: she’s honest about fearing that a big loss might push her back to drinking or self-harm. Leslie names how stigma, suicide risk, and lack of support mean many people with BPD end up homeless or dead, while those with more privilege are the only ones who get heard.

The episode lands on a strong reminder: people with BPD deserve extra care, community, and equity, not blame. It also offers a simple relational check-in: is this person really meeting you halfway, or are you the one doing all the emotional labour? If that question hits a nerve, this conversation might be exactly what you need today.

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